goodbye livejournal!!!
it's been a good 2 years(?) or so!
but now i think it's time to move on :(
so it's official. i moved blogs.
i still regularly come back here to check the communities and such, but i won't be blogging here anymore.
my new blog can be found at : http://iseedinosaurs.blogspot.com/
see you there! :)
it's been a good 2 years(?) or so!
but now i think it's time to move on :(
so it's official. i moved blogs.
i still regularly come back here to check the communities and such, but i won't be blogging here anymore.
my new blog can be found at : http://iseedinosaurs.blogspot.com/
see you there! :)
oh yeah, it's no longer winter (technically). it's spring!
things i'm going to miss about winter:
-cuddling up in my thick blanket
-wearing layers and layers of clothes
-stockings and scarves (i hardly wore any scarves this year :( now i have to wait till next year. at least when im in uni i dont have to wear uniform anymore!)
-leaf-less trees
-the crisp cold wind blowing in my face
things im looking forward to in spring
-warmer weather
-more sun
-pretty spring clothes
-i can go swimming!
-longer days (later sunsets)
theres more but that's all i can think of for now. oh and i lost like 2 kgs from being sick. i guess thats the only good thing about being sick. i don't have to work as hard to lose weight... plus plus i got a dinosaur necklace from pigeonhole. its so awesome.
things i'm going to miss about winter:
-cuddling up in my thick blanket
-wearing layers and layers of clothes
-stockings and scarves (i hardly wore any scarves this year :( now i have to wait till next year. at least when im in uni i dont have to wear uniform anymore!)
-leaf-less trees
-the crisp cold wind blowing in my face
things im looking forward to in spring
-warmer weather
-more sun
-pretty spring clothes
-i can go swimming!
-longer days (later sunsets)
theres more but that's all i can think of for now. oh and i lost like 2 kgs from being sick. i guess thats the only good thing about being sick. i don't have to work as hard to lose weight... plus plus i got a dinosaur necklace from pigeonhole. its so awesome.
yeah i was going to move blogs, but my new one is still super lame, so for now i'm still going to use this one.
so for the past few days i've been sick with a cold + sore throat, but i've never had one that was this bad before. i couldn't go to school on thursday because i woke up with no voice. it came back later in the day, but my throat hurt like shit. and then yesterday, i did go to school but i ended up staying in the nurses office instead of going to history. and i had 2 tests yesterday; japanese and discrete. i'm pretty sure i stuffed up the dscrete one, since i ran out of time to finish it. but apparently so did basically everyone, which made me feel better-ish.
i hate being sick. hate hate hate hate hate hate HATE it. it makes me sad. and i just can't be bothered talking to people. it hurted. it even hurt to laugh. i just sat quietly alone most of the time. watching them steal amelyn's driver's license. having her ask me if i had it like three times (im like dying here. do you think i have enough energy to take it?!) they seemed to be enjoying themselves. i walk away quietly. no body notices (well some did). i dont care. i just wanted to go home. i felt like vomiting.
i got home and slept. slept until 9, ate dinner, went on msn for a bit then slept again at 10 until 12 this afternoon. and i'm still sleepy. and still very sick, although slightly better. i just hope i get better by monday. i have a test then too. plus exams start next friday for japanese orals. i can't afford to stay sick for long. it sucks. it really sucks.
so for the past few days i've been sick with a cold + sore throat, but i've never had one that was this bad before. i couldn't go to school on thursday because i woke up with no voice. it came back later in the day, but my throat hurt like shit. and then yesterday, i did go to school but i ended up staying in the nurses office instead of going to history. and i had 2 tests yesterday; japanese and discrete. i'm pretty sure i stuffed up the dscrete one, since i ran out of time to finish it. but apparently so did basically everyone, which made me feel better-ish.
i hate being sick. hate hate hate hate hate hate HATE it. it makes me sad. and i just can't be bothered talking to people. it hurted. it even hurt to laugh. i just sat quietly alone most of the time. watching them steal amelyn's driver's license. having her ask me if i had it like three times (im like dying here. do you think i have enough energy to take it?!) they seemed to be enjoying themselves. i walk away quietly. no body notices (well some did). i dont care. i just wanted to go home. i felt like vomiting.
i got home and slept. slept until 9, ate dinner, went on msn for a bit then slept again at 10 until 12 this afternoon. and i'm still sleepy. and still very sick, although slightly better. i just hope i get better by monday. i have a test then too. plus exams start next friday for japanese orals. i can't afford to stay sick for long. it sucks. it really sucks.
- Mood:
sick
wow i just noticed how depressed i was before. but now i'm better. maybe.
so anyway, 2 weeks until exams. hm. panic yet? maybe i'm so panicked i don't even notice it. yup i think that's it. but i can't go and study like crazy every night because it doesn't work for me. i'm like the 'lastminutecramsessionpressuredonehourle
and also at home, i'm always being pushed around by my sisters/parents. ok fine parents are supposed to push me around, but my sister? she's not the boss of me. it's none of her business what i do, why im on msn all the time, why im out all the time. if anything, it just looks like she's jealous.she is such a bitch. just because she gets a freaking 98.5 TEE doesnt mean i can too. and i'm not going to give up my social life to do that, not that she had one in the first place. ouch. :)
yeah i can be a bitch. surprise!
ok i don't hate her all the time. sometimes she can be really cool to talk to, but i guess that's how sisters are supposed to be .
i'm not gloomy like in some of my blog entries in real life. im generally a happy person, and im not faking it when im laughing or having fun. and i don't really share my problems with other people, because theyre always occupied with their own problems (relationships, family etc) and i'm totally fine with it. i like listening and trying to help others, and i just hope they'd be there for me when i need their help too. but i find it annoying when people make problems that are so so miniscule into something massive like a godzilla. it just gets rather annoying.
time for something happier? yesterday i went to murdoch open day (i'm not going there for uni, but just went for fun hoho) with shawn. it was pretty fun, curtin and UWA open days were better but it was still allright. and they had pretty cool bands playing, one of them i know from myspace :) their name is "Brave New World" (used to be Myles Vincent, which IMO is better) theyre local and one of the members (drummer) said he saw me hahah how awesome is that :D haha im such a show off. been saying that to everyone. actually its not that great. but anyway, it was still pretty sweet. and one of the other bands that played was 'SHIHAD'. theyre pretty big, but i don't listen to them. it's still pretty wow-ing that murdoch uni got hold of them though. they like even have chart toppings in NZ (where theyre from) check them out on myspace. i'd link but im lazy :3 (hahaha anastasia wanted to lick andrew hahahahahahahahah sure you said link hahahah. sorry inside joke :) )
so anyway, 2 weeks until exams. hm. panic yet? maybe i'm so panicked i don't even notice it. yup i think that's it. but i can't go and study like crazy every night because it doesn't work for me. i'm like the 'lastminutecramsessionpressuredonehourle
and also at home, i'm always being pushed around by my sisters/parents. ok fine parents are supposed to push me around, but my sister? she's not the boss of me. it's none of her business what i do, why im on msn all the time, why im out all the time. if anything, it just looks like she's jealous.she is such a bitch. just because she gets a freaking 98.5 TEE doesnt mean i can too. and i'm not going to give up my social life to do that, not that she had one in the first place. ouch. :)
yeah i can be a bitch. surprise!
ok i don't hate her all the time. sometimes she can be really cool to talk to, but i guess that's how sisters are supposed to be .
i'm not gloomy like in some of my blog entries in real life. im generally a happy person, and im not faking it when im laughing or having fun. and i don't really share my problems with other people, because theyre always occupied with their own problems (relationships, family etc) and i'm totally fine with it. i like listening and trying to help others, and i just hope they'd be there for me when i need their help too. but i find it annoying when people make problems that are so so miniscule into something massive like a godzilla. it just gets rather annoying.
time for something happier? yesterday i went to murdoch open day (i'm not going there for uni, but just went for fun hoho) with shawn. it was pretty fun, curtin and UWA open days were better but it was still allright. and they had pretty cool bands playing, one of them i know from myspace :) their name is "Brave New World" (used to be Myles Vincent, which IMO is better) theyre local and one of the members (drummer) said he saw me hahah how awesome is that :D haha im such a show off. been saying that to everyone. actually its not that great. but anyway, it was still pretty sweet. and one of the other bands that played was 'SHIHAD'. theyre pretty big, but i don't listen to them. it's still pretty wow-ing that murdoch uni got hold of them though. they like even have chart toppings in NZ (where theyre from) check them out on myspace. i'd link but im lazy :3 (hahaha anastasia wanted to lick andrew hahahahahahahahah sure you said link hahahah. sorry inside joke :) )
- Music♥♥:Do Me A Favour - Arctic Monkeys
i've been feeling really depressed lately. and there isn't really a reason for why. i get annoyed at little things and i feel like crying, but i cant and i dont want to. and i feel really lonely. i was out all day today and it was really fun and i was normal, but when i get home, i just feel really depressed. and it's nothing thats happening at home. it's not like i hate being with my family or anything. i dont know what's wrong.
i'm trying to be happy in front of others cause i don't want to cause a problem.
i'm trying to be happy in front of others cause i don't want to cause a problem.
- Mood:
depressed
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